True stories from my life..........
Now that I made fun of myself tonight I can finally share a little.....
So, I was taking my God-daughter home and luckily she had enough sense to make my drive shorter knowing my new health realities....She had me leave her at the mall so she can take the bus that leaves her a block from home and that way I only had a 10 minute drive. That of course turned into a 30 minute nightmare of which I came into my home crying promising to not drive at night until I understood my condition better. Long story very short; let's just share publicly that my eyesight was blurred and I had to pray all the way home.. In the car i HAD NO IDEA WHERE I WAS OR HOW TO GET HOME but to listen to the voice of my GPS and pray. You see we just moved, my phone was acting up but the real problem was me and I was so afraid for others and myself that I prayed hard but in my stress I could not come up with words .....
But in that moment of stress the only song that came to me was precious Lord, take my hand, lead me on I cannot see..... This is the song I used to sing to my HOSPICE patients but mostly during moments of death. And, while I am relating a lot to suffering & anger these days....
This night was very symbolic of this new area of my life where I cannot depend on anyone else but God!!!! And after a really tough week, another I should say I am saying:
Seriously?! I may be small but Greater is He that is in me than HE that is in the World!
I draw nearer to God in all things because there is NO ONE like my God. I seriously can say no parents Trust God.
No job, trust God!
Doctors play hockey with me well I Trust God he formed me/you in your mothers womb. I am familiar with loss but with God....wow! He gives me peace, clarity, freedom, joy that has nothing to do with how good I am! Or that I am smiling or even happy which is only momentary. I know a lot of my friends are going through stuff and now you know so am I but know this Trust God!!!! Because yes, God can use other people to confirm his message but always remember you need to be connected to the source! And, sometimes you just need to unplug from the distractions and go deeper into your main connection. Precious Lord take my hand and lead me on for God I am weak and I am tired...I am weak....I am worn....
Precious Lord Take my Hand or sing that old song from my youth days that I learned many versions too: Jesus is on the Mainline so tell'em..... Because all this is just a lesson not a punishment...Yes, in all these things I believe God loves me... For, I do believe "This is another test for telling the Spirit of Truth from the spirit of deception." 1 John 4:4 Jesus is on the line so stop calling other people or reaching out to just further distractions and Call Him up, call Him up, call Him up, call Him up Call Him up and tell Him what you want.............Or do what I need to do and say can you just Precious Lord, take my hand
Lead me on, let me stand
I'm tired, I’m weak, Lord I’m worn
Through the storm, through the night
Lead me on to the light
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home
Seek the Lord for God love us!!! God loves me and I know and trust he leads me on when I cannot even stand!!!!!!!!!!!
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Now that I made fun of myself tonight I can finally share a little.....
So, I was taking my God-daughter home and luckily she had enough sense to make my drive shorter knowing my new health realities....She had me leave her at the mall so she can take the bus that leaves her a block from home and that way I only had a 10 minute drive. That of course turned into a 30 minute nightmare of which I came into my home crying promising to not drive at night until I understood my condition better. Long story very short; let's just share publicly that my eyesight was blurred and I had to pray all the way home.. In the car i HAD NO IDEA WHERE I WAS OR HOW TO GET HOME but to listen to the voice of my GPS and pray. You see we just moved, my phone was acting up but the real problem was me and I was so afraid for others and myself that I prayed hard but in my stress I could not come up with words .....
But in that moment of stress the only song that came to me was precious Lord, take my hand, lead me on I cannot see..... This is the song I used to sing to my HOSPICE patients but mostly during moments of death. And, while I am relating a lot to suffering & anger these days....
This night was very symbolic of this new area of my life where I cannot depend on anyone else but God!!!! And after a really tough week, another I should say I am saying:
Seriously?! I may be small but Greater is He that is in me than HE that is in the World!
I draw nearer to God in all things because there is NO ONE like my God. I seriously can say no parents Trust God.
No job, trust God!
Doctors play hockey with me well I Trust God he formed me/you in your mothers womb. I am familiar with loss but with God....wow! He gives me peace, clarity, freedom, joy that has nothing to do with how good I am! Or that I am smiling or even happy which is only momentary. I know a lot of my friends are going through stuff and now you know so am I but know this Trust God!!!! Because yes, God can use other people to confirm his message but always remember you need to be connected to the source! And, sometimes you just need to unplug from the distractions and go deeper into your main connection. Precious Lord take my hand and lead me on for God I am weak and I am tired...I am weak....I am worn....
Precious Lord Take my Hand or sing that old song from my youth days that I learned many versions too: Jesus is on the Mainline so tell'em..... Because all this is just a lesson not a punishment...Yes, in all these things I believe God loves me... For, I do believe "This is another test for telling the Spirit of Truth from the spirit of deception." 1 John 4:4 Jesus is on the line so stop calling other people or reaching out to just further distractions and Call Him up, call Him up, call Him up, call Him up Call Him up and tell Him what you want.............Or do what I need to do and say can you just Precious Lord, take my hand
